时间不会让我忘记你，只会习惯没有你 。

我只是...

♥我只是难过
不能陪你一起到老
再也没有机会
看到你的笑♥

你永远都不会明白

这个世界上最残忍的一句话，不是对不起，也不是我恨你，而是，我们再也回不去。就是这样再简单不过的一句话，生生的将两个原本亲密的人隔为疏离。没有经历过的人，永远都不会明白，那是怎样的一种切肤之痛。

... ...

你为了我，

放弃了所有快乐的权利。

但是，

我却不懂得该去怎么珍惜。



你为了我，

每天以泪洗脸，

我只能低着头，

在心里默默的对你说对不起。



是我不好，

每一天都要你为了我做东做西的。

但是我一句谢谢也没有跟你说。

是我的错，

为了朋友而抛弃了你。



是的，我爱你。

但是我却想着要逃避。

我不是要离开你，

只是我痛恨自己对你的态度。



我不知道该怎么去做。

我是个自私鬼，

不但要霸占你的爱。

更想保护自己。



其实你对我很好，

只是我不值得你为了我做的那么多。

我很怕，明天以后天空不会再是明亮的了。

我很怕，你就会离开我。

我很怕，你会厌倦了这一切。

我很怕，你不会再像个守护天使一样守护我。



亲爱的，

我很爱你，

只是我不敢走向前。

我知道，你就在我身旁。

但是，我无法给予你快乐。



每次看见你失落的眼神，

每次看见你想哭的眼泪。

我的心就会为了你疼痛...

你...我

你为了我，放弃了所有快乐的权利。但是，我却不懂得该去怎么珍惜。你为了我，每天以泪洗脸，我只能低着头，在心里默默的对你说对不起。是我不好，每一天都要你为了我做东做西的。但是我一句谢谢也没有跟你说。是我的错，为了她而抛弃了你。是的，我爱你。但是我却想着要逃避。我不是要离开你，只是我痛恨自己对你的态度。我不知道该怎么去做。我是个自私鬼，不但要霸占你的爱。更想保护自己。其实你对我很好，只是我不值得你为了我做的那么多。我很怕，明天以后天空不会再是明亮的了。我很怕，你就会离开我。我很怕，你会厌倦了这一切。我很怕，你不会再像个守护天使一样守护我，我很爱你，只是我不敢走向前。我知道，你就在我身旁。但是，我无法给予你快乐。每次看见你失落的眼神，每次看见你想哭的眼泪。我的心就会为了你疼痛

gone

there's nothing much I want to say..I'm just....too emo..sometimes. I cant sleep for whole night long, the feeling is killing me softly, damn it, I just feeling want to text msg u but I have to force myself not to do so...am I cruel? yes..

Life is unpredicted, I never expected our rs will turn to this way, it's all my fault but if I think clearly u cannot put all the blame on me?! I've tried to fix it back but I couldnt make it. I'm not begging your forgivess o what. I just hope someday we can......

I keep repeating the song ( hen ai ) over n over..I just want to clear down my mind, I dont know y..I lost myself. it's really funny, I can turn to b like a...even I also dont know who am I. I used to be like this but.. I'm really confused and all I can do is lying on bed and tearing.. what happen to me actually? why I'm still cant forget it? Why this time so damn hard to put down????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Y I'm so weak..

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you,.,.I miss the way u hugged me,, u kissed me, u pampered me,,I knw cant be turn back already...I cant I dont want hurt u actually, If I were u,, the painful words definitely will make me fed up..but I'm not, I dont know what u were thinking right now? I'm not fooling you. I just dont want lie myself.......

Our dream has destroyed caused of me...I'm so cold blooded...I'm so useless, y i cant just stay foe few months and wait till you comne back. I believe everything would b ok..but now.. all has gone...

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xxxxxxxxxxxxx I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!! it's been a longgg time din update ma blog. haixx,,,this few days really tired, eventhought everyday I sleep early, but still feel ain't enough. I wish I can sleep till 10am..bt sigh I hv to work :( suddenly miss ur smell so much.. :DDD miss d time we hug together n slp together, can't wait to c u again, sure will gv u a BIG hug^^ hmm,,did u notice that I x argue with u dy? everytime u scold me I will just keep quiet, if really beh tahan thn turn off my phone, so u can't contact me, thn tk d time to calm down urself. I hope u'll understand. I hope u'll understand my feeling, dun keep saying those hurtful words... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx