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♥ 有些人说不出哪里好，但就是谁都替代不了...♥

02。01。2011

能不能让我再一次拥有，曾属于我们的温柔。。。

时间不会让我忘记你，只会习惯没有你 。

我只是...

♥我只是难过
不能陪你一起到老
再也没有机会
看到你的笑♥

你永远都不会明白

这个世界上最残忍的一句话，不是对不起，也不是我恨你，而是，我们再也回不去。就是这样再简单不过的一句话，生生的将两个原本亲密的人隔为疏离。没有经历过的人，永远都不会明白，那是怎样的一种切肤之痛。

... ...

你为了我，

放弃了所有快乐的权利。

但是，

我却不懂得该去怎么珍惜。



你为了我，

每天以泪洗脸，

我只能低着头，

在心里默默的对你说对不起。



是我不好，

每一天都要你为了我做东做西的。

但是我一句谢谢也没有跟你说。

是我的错，

为了朋友而抛弃了你。



是的，我爱你。

但是我却想着要逃避。

我不是要离开你，

只是我痛恨自己对你的态度。



我不知道该怎么去做。

我是个自私鬼，

不但要霸占你的爱。

更想保护自己。



其实你对我很好，

只是我不值得你为了我做的那么多。

我很怕，明天以后天空不会再是明亮的了。

我很怕，你就会离开我。

我很怕，你会厌倦了这一切。

我很怕，你不会再像个守护天使一样守护我。



亲爱的，

我很爱你，

只是我不敢走向前。

我知道，你就在我身旁。

但是，我无法给予你快乐。



每次看见你失落的眼神，

每次看见你想哭的眼泪。

我的心就会为了你疼痛...

你...我

你为了我，放弃了所有快乐的权利。但是，我却不懂得该去怎么珍惜。你为了我，每天以泪洗脸，我只能低着头，在心里默默的对你说对不起。是我不好，每一天都要你为了我做东做西的。但是我一句谢谢也没有跟你说。是我的错，为了她而抛弃了你。是的，我爱你。但是我却想着要逃避。我不是要离开你，只是我痛恨自己对你的态度。我不知道该怎么去做。我是个自私鬼，不但要霸占你的爱。更想保护自己。其实你对我很好，只是我不值得你为了我做的那么多。我很怕，明天以后天空不会再是明亮的了。我很怕，你就会离开我。我很怕，你会厌倦了这一切。我很怕，你不会再像个守护天使一样守护我，我很爱你，只是我不敢走向前。我知道，你就在我身旁。但是，我无法给予你快乐。每次看见你失落的眼神，每次看见你想哭的眼泪。我的心就会为了你疼痛

gone

there's nothing much I want to say..I'm just....too emo..sometimes. I cant sleep for whole night long, the feeling is killing me softly, damn it, I just feeling want to text msg u but I have to force myself not to do so...am I cruel? yes..

Life is unpredicted, I never expected our rs will turn to this way, it's all my fault but if I think clearly u cannot put all the blame on me?! I've tried to fix it back but I couldnt make it. I'm not begging your forgivess o what. I just hope someday we can......

I keep repeating the song ( hen ai ) over n over..I just want to clear down my mind, I dont know y..I lost myself. it's really funny, I can turn to b like a...even I also dont know who am I. I used to be like this but.. I'm really confused and all I can do is lying on bed and tearing.. what happen to me actually? why I'm still cant forget it? Why this time so damn hard to put down????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Y I'm so weak..

I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you,.,.I miss the way u hugged me,, u kissed me, u pampered me,,I knw cant be turn back already...I cant I dont want hurt u actually, If I were u,, the painful words definitely will make me fed up..but I'm not, I dont know what u were thinking right now? I'm not fooling you. I just dont want lie myself.......

Our dream has destroyed caused of me...I'm so cold blooded...I'm so useless, y i cant just stay foe few months and wait till you comne back. I believe everything would b ok..but now.. all has gone...

08032011

xxxxxxxxxxxxx I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!! it's been a longgg time din update ma blog. haixx,,,this few days really tired, eventhought everyday I sleep early, but still feel ain't enough. I wish I can sleep till 10am..bt sigh I hv to work :( suddenly miss ur smell so much.. :DDD miss d time we hug together n slp together, can't wait to c u again, sure will gv u a BIG hug^^ hmm,,did u notice that I x argue with u dy? everytime u scold me I will just keep quiet, if really beh tahan thn turn off my phone, so u can't contact me, thn tk d time to calm down urself. I hope u'll understand. I hope u'll understand my feeling, dun keep saying those hurtful words... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

the fact.....

I doesnt mean that I don't believe you, but sometimes my confidence will be shaken. Maybe you still cannot fully give me confidence to it.hmm,,,I was learning trust, forgiveness. So I try not to rely on you, do not bother you. Because I do not want you to feel disgust. Because I know my recent behavior is too over. You need more space. You need privacy. I'm sorry. . . Do you remember today? I did not forget today. Promised to give you a surprise every ten days. I did. You probably do not like, but I hope that you will cherish :)

Last 30 days

Last 30 days. . . Wondering what to give your heart surprise. Do not want to make you feel very disappointed. I want you to have an unprecedented feeling. In fact, my head is full of different ideas. hehehehe

111110...THE 40DAYS

SUPRISEEEEEE~~~~ I knw u can't wait to see it ya!! hohoho ^0^ hmm,,okay, da 1st one is----tikus!!! muahaha. ( this tikus will replace Ah Boo ) guess what is da function? not just for decoration....deng deng deng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its a money saving coins box =) I want u save up the money for ur own future.I dun want u waste the money to buy thing for me okay. I dun need anything. hmm,,m really suprised tht whn I knw u bought a perfume 4me. I never think of it before.u knw wht,,,m also bought a perfume for u(2days ago)..soooooo coincidence. bt its nt d brand u want :( I dun hv enough budget to buy d chloe perfume recently sobs*** it's burberry perfume, da smell very delicate, soft & sweet..hope u'll like it.

50.... DAYS

This is the handmade coins purse..... exclusive for you...

28102010

babii，很抱歉

因为我的霸道，让你觉得痛苦

因为我的任性，让你不知所措



对不起



我知道你是最疼爱我的哪一个

就算我说了再难听，再伤的话

你还是一样忍着我

因为你知道我的性格，



对不起，



我希望你不要再说你不够疼我，爱我

因为你给我的一切，是我无法还给你的

是你给我快乐，给了我最特别的幸福

虽然我们偶偶尔会吵吵架

但是，每次都是你在让我

这些日子，真的是委屈你了

我每次都对你有过分要求



对不起



昨天是我让你生气了，是我让你着急了

对不起

不要怪我好吗？

我真的不是故意的

原谅我好吗？



不过，我很谢谢你在我遇到困难时陪我度过

我们在一起的日子，遇到了很多风风雨雨

也是你坚持陪我度过，要我不要害怕

因为万事都有你在

结果，所有的事都雨过天晴

你还是给我最多鼓励哪一个

有任何的困难都是你在鼓励我

要我学习坚持，可是我却办不到



对不起



不然我们今天订下个约定好吗？



那就是，我们不要再为了一点小事而吵架好吗？

我们互相体谅好吗？

我真的不希望再为了一点的小事而搞到我们不开心

搞到大家都不知谁对谁错

我更不希望因为一点小事而把我们之间的关系搞得不好

我更希望你不要离开我



因为...

我真的很需要你



因为...

我真的太依赖你了



因为...

我真的不能失去你



因为...

你对我真的很重要

03102010 life...

m here again,,sometimes lazy to write down d feelings,,thatz y,, today miss u so damn much bt u seems busy, I hpe can skype with u bt m scare I will fall in slp in front of u cuz m a bit tired,, today suppose to b a good day 4 us cuz today is public hol n we x need to work, bt I spend ma time by watching those stupid movies,, THE REVENGE OF THE KONG COBRA really sucks,,so bored thn wht I expected,,then THE OMEN,,I watched it ages ago de,, I really hate sunday cuz da 2nd day si monday, da main reason I hate monday is I knw its gonna b a super duper busy+scariest day!! cicak super duper moody on every monday xD

hmm,,,80 days to go,,time past soooo...slow, nw baru beginning of October,,still got November,,December,,arghhh, cant wait to b with u hug u tightlyyy n pinch ur cheek hehe..bully u neh!! :))) my course will start on next sunday so nervous ler,,bt m happy cuz I knw I can meet up v u whn ma course end,tht would b my greatest x'mas present ^^

waiting for you......

I DON'T

I don't want to argue or fight anymore. I love u too much! You mean da world to me. It will tk both of us to do this. I promise to put ma part if u do. You have ma heart & soul already. I know we can do this....Love u always,,,61kg Steph

dedicated to YOU

我以为你还在

钢琴上的键 弹不出明天 一双手要怎样 要怎样才能够撑住一片天

明天已经很遥远 一个人要怎样 要怎样伪装自己勇敢向前

我以为你还在 我还等着你回来 一起看海拥抱海的澎湃

数到三还不来 回忆不释怀 我在等待

可是你怎么都不会回来

键 弹不出明天 一双手要怎样 要怎样才能够撑住一片天

明天已经很遥远 一个人要怎样 要怎样伪装自己勇敢向前

我以为你还在 想念的雾散不开 一场意外谁把我救出来

数到三还不来 期待已变坏 留下只是寂寞里那种无声黑白

我以为你还在 我还等着你回来 一起看海拥抱海的澎湃

数到三还不来 回忆不释怀 我在等待

可是你永远都不会回来

我以为你还在

在不在 你还在不在 不再回来

泪水淋湿了无奈 我还在空无等待

我以为你还在 我还等着你回来 一起看海拥抱海的澎湃

数到三还不来 回忆不释怀 我在等待

可是你永远都不会回来

Jaron And The Long Road To Love - Pray For You (2009 Video & Lyrics)

Jaron And The Long Road To Love - Pray For You (2009 Video & Lyrics)

havent been to church since I don’t remember when
Things were goin’ great ‘til they fell apart again
So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do
He said you can’t go hatin’ others who have done wrong to you
Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn
Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them

I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know whereever you are honey, I pray for you

I’m really glad I found my way to church
‘Cause I’m already feelin’ better and I thank God for the words
Yeah I’m goin’ take the high road
And do what the preacher told me to do
You keep messin’ up and I’ll keep prayin’ for you

I pray your tire blows out at 110
I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos

I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know whereever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car,
wherever you are honey, I pray for you.
I pray for you

27082010

Sorry to mk u worry, bt I hope u understand ma situation, I cant b unresponsible,, :> I hv to arrange da works, to avoid problem,,, m so tired bt I dun want slp 1st, I wanna hear ur voice b4 sleep,heee,,,^^ hmm,,,,still hungry althought I ate maggi n a pack of waffle ( vanilla choc flavour,,,yumzzz ^^ ) n I drank 1 cane soya bean milk ( eekkkk,,, ) nw feeling want to vomit >,<>